Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Radio Flyer && Me

Long days = Movie nights.


I was a little kid when I first watched Radio Flyer. You see, I was cuddled up with my mother and sister for what we thought would be a wholesome ABC family movie. So, imagine our surprise when we received a storyline about an abusive step-father and two cute little innocent boys. I'm not one for spoilers, so I won't say too much more about the content. Still, I will say that although the script was fused with a very serious and depressing subject matter... and although there were moments that struck me deeply... the elements of fantasy involved were soothing. So much so, that by the time the credits rolled, I was ready to continue about my night (by this I mean, bedtime), without thinking twice about the darker part of the film.


As a little kid, I would have described the film as hopeful. Would I have said that it left a lasting impression on me? Not particularly.

Even so, I started thinking about this movie again about 7 years ago... Not enough to really try to track it down. But let's just say, it was on my mind. Yesterday, I was able to track down the title via a very intensive Google search... And finally... I saw Radio Flyer. I really saw it for the first time.

***

"History is all in the mind of the teller. Truth is all in the telling."
-- Older Mike

"There are seven of these lost secret fascinations and abilities. They are:

...that animals can talk;

...your favorite blanket is woven from a fabric so mighty that once pulled over your head, it becomes an impenetrable force field;

...nothing is too heavy to lift with the aid of a cape;

...your hand, held four fingers out and thumbs up, actually fires bullets;

...jumping from any height, with an umbrella, is completely safe;

...monsters exist, and can both be seen and done battle with;

And the greatest, most special and regrettable loss of all:

...the ability to fly."

-- Older Mike





This time... this movie proved something to me.

It proved to me that there is danger in both innocence and maturity. It reminded to me that innocence isn't ignorance; it isn't even necessarily naivete. It's just intelligence aimed in a different direction. Sometimes you have to wonder if they really did think that they could fly... or if they just truly believed that their imagination could save them.

Maybe it did.

And if it did, it makes me wonder if reality is so subjective... that maybe...

...it doesn't even exist...


Next time won't you cozy with me?

=^-^=





Monday, September 19, 2011

Moods, Tunes, && Movies

"Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away, try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like...

Me..........
*Me!*
Yea..........
*Yea!*


...All these things I hate revolve around... ME!"



***


I'm at work. It's busy. I'm sneaking to you... via, lunch... ?

Even though the Lost Angie skies are choosing to be moody, my mood is pretty bright. However, my mind keeps drifting to dark movies and deep songs...


Mystic River
.


Radio Flyer. (I've been trying to figure out the name of this movie for 7 years.)


And can anyone help me track down this song (starts at 1:45)?

This is all I can decipher: "All you said to me, with open eyes. You cut me and my colors ran dry. Now it's hard to be let down so easily... Why did you pull him down? ...How couldn't you tell it wasn't me? And how can this really be happening to me?! Damn you, may you die! And see the opposite from me in a while..." -- Fairly sure these lyrics are almost accurate. -_-

Omg.

If you find that song, I will love you forever. :)



Anyway... back to wizzerk I go!


Off to melancholy drum solos && heavy metal tantrums,

=^-^=


Sunday, September 18, 2011

Sundays Are Made of This

This Sunday was chill...



My Jets went up 2-0 in the season.



My baby sister...




...turned 17.


My cousin, friend, and I recorded poetry in poetic settings...





And hovered over
Korea Town with a tiny pinch of rooftop madness.






Tell me, do we look like Sunday's finest?

=D




Hey you, shake it fast...




...&& show me what you workin' with!

Muah,

=^-^=

Fight, Dine, Wine...

In less than four rounds, we heard this:

"If he want a rematch, he can get a rematch!" -- Floyd Mayweather


#Awkward


If I were Victor Ortiz' camp, I would have given him some of my Unruly Red wine, and walked away in silence. Nothing's worse than a crawling-on-the-floor KO.

In the end, all you can do is fight, dine, wine...



"Protect yourself at all times..."

Headbutts && make-up kisses,

=^-^=

Saturday, September 17, 2011

A Wild Child Year; Hollywood Style


It's been a whirlwind year. It's swept me up and spun me into a world that I'd previously only dreamt of. Let me take a moment to explain to you how I got to this place...

I started out as the production assistant/webisode producer of this show:



O Access is one of Africa's top rated entertainment television shows. Filmed in Los Angeles, the host interviews American celebrities, hosts red carpet events, and gives the O Access audience an inside look into the Hollywood life. I was hired to work on its 5th season which filmed from September 2010 to December 2010. "Glitz and glam" is this show's middle name, and some of our experiences seemed unreal. But overall, we were just 2 girls exploring this city together.

By "we" I mean the host and I. Meet my friend/former-roomie/host of the show-- Dinny.



We worked...

Played...


Ate... At this place... A lot! (We love you, Toi! The best Thai food ever!)




Worked some more...


Saw some beautiful places...

And enjoyed every bit of it!

The show wrapped after a long, exciting, and successful 3 months. I quickly began my new job, working at a record label. Nothing has slowed...

Concerts...

Award shows & Events...



Parties...




Oh, so many parties...


And we were even in a music video!

Well, kinda... :/
To sum this up... It's been amazing so far. And as I did with Charlotte's Girl, I think it's time to start documenting the aspects of my life that matter the most.



So if you'll have me, I'm here...

Kisses && heartfelt hugs,

=^-^=